I spent some time tonight coloring with my new pencils and my new adult coloring book. I am tired; I didn't color inside the lines but it was fine. It's one of my new contemplative activities.
Now, I am sort of awash in a puddle of tears. The past year has been a...I don't even know what to call it. C.S. Lewis called it thus: "you do not have a soul. you are a soul. you have a body. That, I know, is true.
Karen, I love you from afar. Bless all my friends who have helped me through the past year.