I'm on my way to bed....again.
I don't know how to deal with this. Who do I tell and what do I tell them?
I don't want to be dramatic and scared and freaky but that's where I keep going. Scared, creeped out, dramatic. Freaky.
I imagine these feelings morph over the next few days.
What do I do until the meeting with the surgeon?
How do I keep moving?